Choose your hard

Loving myself is hard 
... But so is hating myself 

Being discipline is hard
... But so is feeling lost and out of control

Changing and growing is hard 
... But so is staying stuck stuck 

Putting myself first is hard
... But so I putting myself last

Asking for help is really hard
... But so I suffering alone

Choose your hard❤️

Hi, Hello, As salaam alaykum,
It's been a very long time since my last post on this blog, but going through my past writings, I feel lots of emotions. 
But Alhamdulillah rabbil aalameen, I'm here now and I have few things to say.
I'm really grateful to Allah for guiding me through and making my toughest years the best ones yet, it's been a whole year or two since my last post, and reading though them, lots of my fears back then are still there, but I have definitely out grown lots too...

I am in awe of how good I used to write and I'm so sad that I let that part of myself go, 
I really hope I can keep this up and won't overthink my usage of simple words and little mistakes, while comparing myself to lots of writers out there. And will really learn to actually share my thoughts and writings with people to read authentically, I'm no writer, I just prefer putting my thoughts down in words 

I finished my Bachelors Degree last month and have really really grown in terms of my consistency, discipline and my spirituality I really needed them to scale through, now I know and really believe that anything is possible by the will of Allah and that putting Allah first and letting Him lead you is the best thing you can do for yourself. Life is going to be tough but with Allah beside you and within you? Everything is yours (I know that's cringe, but mean it in every sense of it)

I thinkkkk I'm now a better friend, Alhamdulillah and I have grown through most of my fears as regards friendships, I have learnt to put myself first and to be selfless in giving others my time, effort and energy.. I have tried to be the best version of myself to everyone I come across and I really hope I made them feel loved and happy when they were with me. I hope and pray everyone I have come across in one way or the other is happy and is gradually becoming the best versions of themselves. 

There are different aspects of my life these past years that I'd like to touch on in different blog posts.. In shaa Allah. I pray all the happiness you deserve finds you sooner than later. And that you are kind abd say good things to yourself moving forward 

Say: "Nothing will happen to us except what Allah has decreed for us: He is our protector": and on Allah let the Believers put their trust.
Tawbah (9:51) 

With lots of love, 
Sofiyyah Luqman 🦋✨❤️

Comments

  1. BasharSeptember 19, 2024 at 11:24 PM

    Hello Sofiyyah,
    Wa alaykumu salam


    I'm really proud of you and how far you've come. Barakallahu feehi on the completion of your Bachelor's degree.

    Again, I'm proud of you and I'm happy for you. ♥️😊

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